I'm a planner. It doesn't always work, but I like to plot, to plan, to make sure I know what I'm doing before I do it.
So thinking about having a baby is definitely a surprise even to me. I never pictured myself reproducing. Quite the opposite. I was content to let my friends do it, to let them deal with the difficulty and the pain and the annoyance. And then one day I realized that I liked the idea of parts of having a kid and that, worse, I was slowly coming to like more and more of them.
This threw my personal perception off kilter in a serious way, and I admit that I'm not done entirely feeling off kilter yet. But my wonderful geeky guy and I have talked, and we're doing it. Not yet, but we are. Right now, we're planning the things we want done, figuring things out, and making sure to take care of us first. When the time comes, we'll have to put ourselves a bit further back on the priority list than we're used to.
Long story short? This is a blog (currently private) where we can spill all our thoughts and feelings and random rambling about having a child and expanding our family.