The Wa-a-a-i-ting

Not not trying is going just fine.  Lots of the good stuff. You know what I mean. lol Of course it also adds a little weird thrill/fear/excitement. Because it could be anytime. It could be two years from now. We don't know - and we know we'd be happy whenever. Sure, I'd love to still be skinny and pretty the day we got married, plus be able to do a shot or whatever at the reception, but if I'm pregnant instead? That's fine too. It will be different, but it will be equally fine.

Once we get our craft room finished, we'll probably start working toward having our guest room/nursery in better shape. We want to do the floors and things like that. Prep work. :: nervous flutter ::

Not Not Trying

We're officially not NOT trying. Which doesn't mean we're trying exactly, but... you all know what I mean. We are off birth control and just letting things happen. We've planned a wedding for October, but if it comes down to it, we'll push that up and hit the courthouse and put our funds toward baby prep. The fact is that after eight years together, we're more worried about the idea of working on us and building our family than getting the proper piece of paper in the traditional way. I like that about us. Marriage means something, but it doesn't mean everything.

In any case, that's the latest and greatest. I am scared, excited, and feeling like I'll probably be spending the foreseeable future wondering if it's happened yet. Wish us luck!